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Subject:Bathed in Light
Time:04:43 pm

Bathed in Light
Originally uploaded by peneli.

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Subject:Sakura and Sunset 4
Time:11:19 pm

Sakura and Sunset 4
Originally uploaded by peneli.

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Subject:Shadowy Eyes
Time:09:44 am

Shadowy Eyes
Originally uploaded by peneli.



Been meaning to photograph this hat for like a year now. Go see more photos of my clothes, or, if you like, see photos of something besides me.
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Subject:All My Tags (reference)
Time:01:04 pm
See all tags here.

Entries are tagged according to content:
website - for website updates, info.
writing - all prose, poetry, etc.
art - includes hand-drawn, computer made, photo-manipulated, etc..
photos - duh.
usericons - usually lj 100x100.

Writing also gets subdivided by:
Story: All narrative prose.
    Tagged by length: ongoing (multiple entries), short (single entry, usually single scene).
    Tagged by title: All ongoing stories are also tagged with part of the working title.
        Azzi's Story - azzi.
        Irina Black & Caranera Zeri - irina black
        Methinks... - methinks...
        All Souls Night - all souls night
        Lukkia's Story - lukkia
        Cloverea - cloverea: anything set in the world of Cloverea that Robin and I developed as teenagers.
        Traveler - traveler: anything set in the overarching Traveler world-set, which includes multiple universes/worlds.
        Faery - faery: anything set in the world-set that includes the version of Faery I developed for a campaign world that Azzi's story takes place on. Lukkia is a queen of that Faery.

Poetry. Free-form is currently only tagged "poetry".
    Tagged by style: sonnet, haiku (includes senryu), limerick, and haibun

More Writing Tags: collaborative (written with others, inspired by others), prompted (written to some sort of prompt/challenge), and ideas. In addition, the worst violators are tagged: sappy or angsty.
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Subject:Photo Feed
Time:01:01 pm
In case you were wondering, there's a journal of the feed for my flickr account over yonder.
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Subject:hillary lang's fabric
Time:03:59 pm

hillary lang's fabric
Originally uploaded by weaving major.

This is a very dangerous idea. As if these amazing circles weren't addictive enough, he had to go and do them with fabric... You know what I'm going to be doing soon, right?

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Subject:Half a Smile
Time:05:09 pm

Half a Smile
Originally uploaded by peneli.

Just a reminder of the pretty things happening in my Flickr account...

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Subject:What have we found here?
Time:04:49 pm

What have we found here?
Originally uploaded by peneli.

Go see why we have the best coffe table ever!

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Subject:Layered View of My Living Room
Time:04:11 pm

Layered View of My Living Room
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Subject:Work is Good for the Muse (color)
Time:11:13 pm

Work is Good for the Muse (color)
Originally uploaded by peneli.

A random scene from what I am currently calling Azzi's story, that I was working on at work.

Azzi's story, chapter 1, to follow, although it will be friend's-only until I've got more written and know I like it.

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Subject:Photos!
Time:02:17 am

Cowboy Hat 1
Originally uploaded by peneli.

Have posted some new photos over at Flickr of me in some hot new/old clothes.

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Subject:Update on the Update
Time:10:00 pm
Sacred Space v4.0 (or so) is up!

Currently up are the Icons, Writing, Journal and About sections. Photos and Art, being the largest and most pain in the derriere, will be up eventually, and probably in slow stages. Now that I'm out of college, I'm pondering what to do with "College Life". I may move all the photos over to SS and do something else for the quotes. We'll see.
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Subject:Significant Website Update!
Time:06:45 pm
This is what happens when I'm unemployed...

I am currently in process to do a major site update/renovation/reorganization that's been in the works for a year. I'll keep you posted as the site goes up!
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Subject:Raistlin and Krysania
Time:06:33 pm

Raistlin and Krysania
Originally uploaded by peneli.

testing something

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Subject:Poems of Indecision (old but good)
Time:03:43 am
[The muse has been pissing me off lately, so I decided to read some old stuff. Found some poetry I'd never posted here that I had to reread several times. It's poking me in the heart-place, so I figured I'd post it. For reference, it's from fall of my sophomore year.]

| Tag-Along | Trio (Haiku) | For Now | Silence |

Tag-Along

is it my turn?
my turn to sit beside two
and be the third wheel left spinning pointlessly
wondering if my presence is desirable
or if my absence is more so
wondering where I fit in this new balance
new place. . .
new bonds
don't have to destroy
old ones, right?

. . . right?

don't leave me behind
I'm still your friend, right?
am I still his friend too?
or am I a tag-along,
an unwanted distraction
on your path to happiness?


it's so strange
to be here wondering...

wondering where I belong,
wondering if this is how she felt,
when I was acting this way,
wondering if I'm just being silly...

wondering if it's my turn.

----

a trio
always becomes two
and one

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For Now

what am I doing to myself?
why am I thinking these thoughts?

I just want you to do nothing with me
sit around and enjoy each other
but you get bored so quickly
are you bored of me?

It feels like it.

why?
Is it just my libido speaking?
Or did it hurt me that much?

What am I thinking?
I shouldn't be having these thoughts
these impossible ideas, temptations.
I shouldn't feel guilty, either--
guilt is for actions.

I can't throw away four years
after just a few weeks.

my heart remains true

. . . for now


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Silence

sitting here
wondering in silence
if I should open my heart
make obvious veiled flirtation
reveal my desperation
my soul-sick longing
for confirmation

I don't know you,
just that you give great hugs
whenever I need them
(which is always)
you let me be clingy,
you know how to listen
and you know how to care

what else matters?

loyalty, it
feels like chains right now
holding me back from . . . ?
something I cannot even imagine
but can taste
at the edge of dreams
and want to know better
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Subject:early morning
Time:10:19 pm
chipping away at
the ice on the windshield
and streak by streak clarity
is found
a clear glimpse is granted
of the gleam in your eyes

when you say
"I love you"

you blink at the intensity
lids closing
and opening
wipers going back
and forth

a clear view of fog

[bleh...stuck, more to this thought/image but it's not working!]
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Subject:Art: Skydive from Mimas
Time:01:12 am
Skydive from Mimas (a moon) isn't as awesome as "been waiting for this night" was, but I'm pleased with it, so go look. I think it's worth adding to your desktop rotation.
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Subject:Art
Time:02:33 am
Been posting over at my deviantArt page a bunch lately.

Most recent (worth seeing at a larger size):
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Subject:New Art: I Let Go in the Autumn
Time:09:36 am
Not uploaded at SacredSpace because I need to revamp that place, hard. Full size (1024x768) can be found here.



In other news, the sun is out!
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Subject:losing you
Time:05:34 pm
Mist stalks
turning campus' already picturesque
scene into a painting
full of ghosts and beauty
strangely silent
(for a Saturday)
I stalk the mist
from one cloud-wisp
to the next
I take steps
measured by the pounding
of my heart
but I am no huntress

in every new puff
of white emptiness
I see your ghost
I rush every one but
when I get there
all I find is wet cheeks
and empty darkness
and cold loneliness

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I cling to you
my summer's warmth
hesitant to
embrace the December
days of your absence

Every habit of us dies slowly
beautifully colored
red and gold
sweet memory
cannot hold

without your face
beaming love upon us
we shrivel and die
the wind tears at me

I let go

but oh,
to be a conifer,
to be her.
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